- heroin[e] -.

i love the lyrics to one day women will all become monsters. and the song itself. and craigs voice makes my head want to explode. which in this case, is good.   the song's on repeat.   over.   and over.    and over.
did i say over?   

over again.

ahhh aiden :]] <3333333333333333333333.

so. i am finally listening to music, good music, after a fucking month of like. musical isolation. its more than i can bare, but im alive and i guess thats what counts. but i dont know. im bored as hell and this week (or better yet, month.) has been so boring. and stupid. and useless. i dont want to go back home though. like, at all. but i doubt anyone'll read this and will care, so. yeah.

but i need to write it down somewhere. and no one here really knows me all that well so i guess i dont really care. hmmmmmmmmmmm. craig from chiodos' voice is deafening my ears. and i cant complain. after all. i like this music. lala. i like i like.
my head is hurting like a motherfucker. but not from the music, its been hurting for 3 straight days. its... not fun. unless fun is considered as numbing throbs in your head.

hey, who knows. people are special that way.

asldkfjslakdfjowieru. weee. fuck this. im gonna go listen to pretty music that will hopefully eventually blow up my head. :]].

ODWWABM.

i'll take out my eyes
with this i have no way, and in consequence want no sight
i've tried my hardest to forget every connection
always being the blind villain

my end meets the old curse of death

...

everything will be just fine.